jealous

I saw her last Sunday.

Why do I have these stupid jealous feeling?
Why do I keep on dreaming about him cheating on me with her?
Is there some special sparks that I feel between the 2 of them?
Is it me or do i sense that she look at him in a different way?
Is it me or it's true that he totally ignore me when talking to her?
Of all the girls, why just her?
Am I insecure about myself?

Lord, if there’s nothing going between the 2 of them, please remove this jealousy out of my heart. It’s driving me nuts! However, if it’s real, show it to me, so that something can be done! It’s better to know now than later.