Today I chatted with Erique on Msn at work. A friend whom I only met twice. Somehow deep conversation struck between the 2 of us. I’m Christian & he’s a Buddhist. We both have different perceptive about God & about life.
He asked me a question:
Erique [11:57 AM]: do you see God as an "entity"?
Jenn[11:58 AM]: no..
Jenn[11:58 AM]: He's someone dear to me..
Jenn[11:59 AM]: he's someone that i can talk to...
Erique [11:59 AM]: yeah talking to jesus is rather peaceful
Then it hit me. Have I been talking to Him lately?
“Lord, please forgive me for I have put You aside and try to solve the problem all by myself. I should have known better that I don’t have that kind of strength to pull through. It’s only through You that problems can be solve and that includes the ever crazy high sales target. Amen”
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
turning new leaves
I've deleted the entire blog. I do this because i want to start a fresh with the new year ushering in. I would like to improve myself... of late, i've slacked ALOT...
In this entry, i would like to note down things i want to improve, things i should continue doing & things i want to continue to achieve.
Even though i don't quite enjoy my job, i really think that i should cut down on being on MCs, turning up late for work and cursing my customers (behind their back of course..) This is not the way God wants His child to behave in the work place. I should go for MC when really sick, if i know i can't get up the next day so early, i should change shift and have more patience in those retard customers (opps.. did i say that out loud?!)
Stop being such a lazy bum and acknowledge that my pay depends on how much effort i put in... :(
My work place has toooooo many scandals going on... i should continue to ignore them just like i've been doing for the past.
I want to continue to achieve my goal of going to UK & to own a business of my own.
"Lord, i have a plan of going to UK to work for a few years, to earn enough money to start a lodge business in Vietnam or those poor country. I would like to be able to start a business there and at the same time to provide service for ministries. I pray that You will approve for this plan and see that things come true. Otherwise, I pray that You'll show us what is the path that we shall go. Show us Your way Lord. Amen"
In this entry, i would like to note down things i want to improve, things i should continue doing & things i want to continue to achieve.
Even though i don't quite enjoy my job, i really think that i should cut down on being on MCs, turning up late for work and cursing my customers (behind their back of course..) This is not the way God wants His child to behave in the work place. I should go for MC when really sick, if i know i can't get up the next day so early, i should change shift and have more patience in those retard customers (opps.. did i say that out loud?!)
Stop being such a lazy bum and acknowledge that my pay depends on how much effort i put in... :(
My work place has toooooo many scandals going on... i should continue to ignore them just like i've been doing for the past.
I want to continue to achieve my goal of going to UK & to own a business of my own.
"Lord, i have a plan of going to UK to work for a few years, to earn enough money to start a lodge business in Vietnam or those poor country. I would like to be able to start a business there and at the same time to provide service for ministries. I pray that You will approve for this plan and see that things come true. Otherwise, I pray that You'll show us what is the path that we shall go. Show us Your way Lord. Amen"
Saturday, December 29, 2007
End of world
I was at gym today and watching the MTV of Linkin Park - Shadow of the day. It's a pretty sad video actually. It shows the truth about what's going on in our world now. Wars everywhere. people are killing each other. Then in one part, they are burning people's properties like cars, shops, house and it hit me.
Now, we are slaving our ass off to buy expensive cars (notice the plural, cos now we are not satisfy with only 1 car, but we like many, many cars.. the more the merrier), huge house, condos, huge TV (42" plasma TV, 50" Plasma TV, soon they might make it bigger, as big as the cinema screen!!) and not to mention branded clothes. I wonder if they ever wonder, one day if there's gonna be a war, are they gonna start to pack their Porsche or Mercedes with their 50" screen, and boxes of their Jimmy Choo's shoes (which each pair easily cost RM1000 & above!!) and screeching away on highway? I don't think so... When shit like that happen, any men or women with brain and sense gonna start running to find a place to hide or to get help.
Some may argue saying: "aiyo.. so sayang lar, wasted lar those nice cars, and those shoes.."
Honey... those things doesn't mean anything anymore if u r dead. U can't bring those stuff to Heaven or Hell.
End time will happen soon like what the Bible says. Before it happens, i guess it's wise to find your priority in life. Do u really need sooo many cars? Shoes are only for walking, do you really need them to be branded & cost RM1000 just for that shoes? Do you know how many children in Cambodia or Vietnam will benefits from that RM1000?
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